So my boyfriend graduated a couple of weeks ago and is in Pensacola for his A school. He is my absolute everything and without him I am pretty much a loner. Something that I have gotten really used to, but now I am longing for something to do. Most of my friends are interested in partying all the time, not that I don't enjoy parties its that I wouldn't know much people and I am not the best at small talk. Point is my Sailor has met pretty awesome people and having a great time and I can't help but be jealous. Jealous that my life has to revolve around him and make sure I am not giving him any bad vibes. Trying not to make him feel guilty for going out and not giving me attention that I need. I feel incredibly guilty for even being jealous of his new chance at life. I am happy for him and love to hear that he is happy. But I guess I just feel left behind while everybody is doing great. Please tell me anyone else relates!