Missing my son !!!

My son left for boot camp on 10-5-10 and we have only received a breif call that he arrived at 12:10 am Tuesday morning. We just received the offical letter from the navy with info. on boot camp and graduation. My son wrote a few lines and that is all we have received so far. This is the hardest thing that I have ever had to deal with in my life. I never imagined it would hurt so much. I feel like part of my heart has been taken from me. I miss seeing him talking with him and doing things with him. I would always keep in touch while I was at work with texting and calls . Even though he may of been out with friends I knew he wasn't far and was coming home later. I think about him every minute of the day and cry all the time. I feel as if I don't have the right to do anything and enjoy myself in anyway because of what he is going through now. I have worked and stayed in the house since he has left. The only thing that I have to keep me going is his graduation day. How do you find out if there are any local support groups for moms in your area?

My heart hurts