It's weird. Sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere and I start crying. Not good at work or in public when that happens, lol. Sometimes I feel like people are just thinking "It's only boot camp, get over it." so I don't say much. Glad we have this site for that. 37 more days.
Yes I do feel like that a lot. Beth is 18. I do have another daughter, she is 20 and left home two years ago. She is close by but very independent and different from Beth. I know that you probably want to connect with someone who is in the same situation (one child) as you. I can't imagine how that feels. Well, I know sort of how that feels. Like your heart is ripped out. It's like a mourning, but not, at the same time. If you feel like me, you feel like no one understands because "they aren't gone for ever, it's just boot camp." Sometimes I feel like it's easier to be around people when I don't say anything. That's why I come here. It helps. Feel free to message me anytime. I try to check this site at least once or twice a day. Oh, and I'm glad to see you are taking in interest in yourself (make-up, dog walking), gotta stay strong for our kids. Hopefully we will hear from them soon. Saying my prayers and keeping my toes and fingers crossed that tomorrow will be the day.
JUDY
Aug 17, 2011
JUDY
Aug 17, 2011
blueyez
Aug 28, 2011