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Comment by NitaSewBee on June 22, 2011 at 1:02pm

FAther's DAy was okay. wanted to go to the cemetery to visir my dad's  grave.. but didn't get there.. Went to  six flags... took  Tyler, his g/f and her brother along with  a friend of ours. Hubby  still can't go on any of the big rides as his mouth  is still quite sore from having 22 teeth removed... dentures should be in soon... I am running out of ways to make  mashed potatoes. plus maybe when he gets his teeth, his mouth will feel better, and  then  he will FINALLY feel like smooching like we used to.. I really  didn't feel like going to the drive-ins SAturday nite.. but went anyway as  I kinda got to spend some time with hubby..but sometimes I feel out of place because  alot of times  one of our friends comes along too. and him and hubby  talk about D&D and  sit back and snoke cigaretts and drink beer that they sneak into the drive ins.. At the one we go to.. you are actually supposed to pay 5.00 when you bring in food from the outside. and  one of these times the people on the gate are going to charge him. and I am going to be like 'I told you so.'

We went to my grandsons' b/d party on Saturday. ZAch  turned  8 on the 11th and Josh was  1 yr old on Monday.. My hubby  Tyler and his girlfriend stayed for awhile but left to  go to a party for Samantha's  Grandfather. so  Bob fropped the kids off at the party, went to the mall to get his watch fixed, came back and got me, then we went to pick up the kids.. Then  we went to the Drive-ins.

 In 2 weeks I will be getting ready to go to my sister's in CT. I can't wait. Although I will miss the  hubby, Tyler,  My daughter and the grandkids... I NEEd to get away.. I need to regroup... take care of ME. i have been feeling at odds with things lately...I haven't been sleepy  too good either... I am having anxiety attacks...  anger issues... I have  trouble expressing  my anger....so I keep it statched inside. my feeling were always kept inside.. safe... just like the things I collected thru the years... well when they  cleaned house and threw away alot of my stuff... all these  thoughst that I kept tucked away began to resurface....  and  combine with my feelings of  losng my job,my mom and my hearing. I have no clue as to which way is up. This probaby sounds crazy.. but I feel ike I am in the lake, my canoe has tipped over and the   life preserver  is on the shore. I am kicking for  that its  worth.... but since I can swim.. I won't sink.. so I guess I will make it back to shore and I will get thru this....  I just have issues that have to get settled,, and with My mom gone now.. that's  going to be  hard to do..as alot of them have to do with her... like they  give medal post humorously.. I will have to  do things after the fact.... write a letter to mom  then put a match  to it... Thanks for letting me vent...

Comment by Marcy on June 22, 2011 at 12:09pm

I keep trying to send out pm's to people and this site won't let me or it is my computer. Any suggestions?

Michelle I was trying to find you on facebook but can't. I am just going to give you my name on there on here, I know I shouldn't but I don't know what else to do, Marcy Smith Walker, I have Kenny Chesney on my profile picture too.

Comment by Marcy on June 22, 2011 at 12:07pm

Blondie, sorry to hear about your church friend. I know we may have a funeral at the end of the week too. Dave's uncle has cancer and is in hospice right now but they don't expect him to live too much longer. It is ashame. It started out with spots on his face and then just spread from there. He is such a nice guy too. I just love him and his wife. He helped my hubby out a lot when his brother, my FIL, hubbies stepdad was killed in a car accident almost 5 yrs ago with things. So it will be a long weekend here too I am sure. Hope it stops raining soon too for ya. We are to get some today, tomorrow and thru Saturday. Oh well I know we need it here. Well enjoy your massage and all the other stuff you are doing too.

Comment by Marcy on June 21, 2011 at 2:58pm

Michelle, so happy you joined our little group. Welcome.

Well I got a C on my test from last week. Oh well, I get A's on all of my quizes and homework so I should end up with a B in it. I have one more class and that is my final, you've heard about this already so I went dwell but glad it will be over soon.

Blondie, like you told me vent all you want. Just take  a few deep breathes and let it out, it will get better. Are you off while your doc is off too? I sure hope so, you need it. Well take it easy and yell scream and vent all you want to, you know I do. I will take your advice on the praying and everything.

This morning didn't start out too well. I went to leave this morning and realized i forgot my books, good thing I was only in the garage, then came in go my bag and went back out to leave again and forgot my keys. I sure was hoping that was the end of the bad day and it was, thank goodness. although, haven't been in a real talkitive mood with anyone. Shocker I know because obbvious I have a lot to say now, LOL.

Comment by Marcy on June 20, 2011 at 9:35pm

Ya Blondie, I feel you guys know me better than my family sometimes.

Well I hope all had a great weekend and all your hubbies and fathers had a great day yesterday.

Well this is my final and last week for summer classes and I am free free for the summer. I cannot wait until Thursday. I get to drive an hour and take my test which may only take an hour and drive another hour home. I will do more driving than taking my final. Oh well it will be worth it because I won't have to drive down there again. Phew.

Well I sure hope everyone comes back on here soon. Miss everyone.

Comment by Marcy on June 18, 2011 at 9:00am

It's a no wonder so many people are on so many meds now because doc's and pac's think people are depressed all the time. It is crazy. I sometimes think I need them but I know my problem and that is MIL living with me. Once we get this stinking trailor it will be better and I will be happier. I won't have to hear her talk to her stupid cat and make stupid comments either. Hubby has the one he wants now she just has pick out what she wants in it. It needs to be soon though because I am going blow a freaking gasket soon. I sorry I sometime just go on and on about her and all the stupidity but I am at my wits end now, its been a long 2 yrs now. :(

Oh my gosh I am watching the news and they showed a new sea lion pup was born at the pittsburgh zoo, how cute.

Comment by Marcy on June 18, 2011 at 8:37am

Ya Blondie, you don't need that. I don't know you personally, or should say face face, and you seem to be a pretty good spirited person to me. Sometimes I think I need that stuff to and at times maybe I do but I am not like that everyday. I was on one when I was going thru a bad depression part of my life and I didn't like how I felt with it. I felt out of it all the time. It was Paxil.

Sounds like you are going to be busy Blondie but how exciting too. I hope someday I will be able to help plan some weddings too but not quite yet. The grandbabies can wait a little bit too. I do want them but not quite yet.

Nita, it was nice to talk to you too. I really needed that.

 

Comment by NitaSewBee on June 17, 2011 at 6:36pm

Blondie, you are so right.. you don't need that CRAP.. That's what we are all here for.. to help you keep your spirits up as you  have helped us as well. Yes, its been awhile. I am doing  okay. I have moments  where I feel down... so I get out bed and jump on  N4M's.. and I read peoples comments.. Sometimes I really have to laugh.. and sometimes I shed a few tears as well... but I do feel lots better though.

Comment by NitaSewBee on June 17, 2011 at 12:18pm

 Blondie, It is a drug  used for depression.. a selontin sensory inhibtor....I googled  celexa, and that's what I found out. It does have side effects  which I didn't  find out what they were as I didn't click on that link.. I think  you have to be careful about using  it with alcohol, and there is a special dosage  for  children as well. I hope this helps .

Marcy, it was great talking to you. sorry to hear your son  is getting deployed.. but just know we are here for you.

Comment by NitaSewBee on June 17, 2011 at 12:11pm

Blondie, I think its some kind of mood enhancer like an antidepressant.. but I will check web md  and let you know. for sure...I think its in the line of  zolof,and all those  happy pills..Me I prefer  thinking about  the finer things in life like Sex...  I was just over in  the JApan group and you  are all a crackup... I almost fell off  my chair..   lol....

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