Today is my baby boy's 20th birthday.  Kind of sad this is his second birthday I have not been with him but at least time I got to skype him to talk to him and see him.  I miss him so much!  But at least he isn't alone he has his wife, kitten and his little one baking in mommas tummy.  Happy Birthday my sweet little boy!

Been a little while since I've been here.  Met my future daughter-in-law during the Memorial day weekend and and my future grandbaby (although I didn't know all this at the time).  So at the end of June my son texts me telling me I was going to be a grandma and shocked us all!   So July 9th we got to see the first picture of our new grandchild, July 11th they got married, July 13th our son graduated from Surgery Tech school, July 20th he packed up his new wife, baby, all their stuff and two…

So very excited for this Memorial Day weekend.... My son is coming home!  Won't be for a long visit but I really don't care!  Flies in Thursday night very late leaves Monday but momma is so flipping excited she can hardly stand it.  Best part is his siblings don't know yet!  Dropping him off at 3 am at this brothers for the night then picking him up early to come back home to wake up his sister and she will just flip her lid!  She has missed him big time.  When we get to skype him she is so…

I had finally got my daughter to get over the fact her brothers wouldn't be home for Christmas and we were having Christmas when low and behold our oldest boy shows up Dec 1st.  Then as I was sitting there telling my hubby I was going to mail our son in the Navy his presents Monday morning our oldest son comes in and says the neighbor wants to talk to us.  I am thinking great as I sit here in my pj's.  I look up as the door opens and just start crying because there stands my son in his dress…

Well my son has passed his EMT classes and now on to picking orders and he got Surgery Tech School.  He is bummed now he could of been in Naples but maybe next time.  He is a bit upset but no words can fix it.

I miss the kid so much.  Both of my sons.  My daughter says no holiday celebrations in the house anymore since the boys are gone... boy she better learn fast.  I will light my blue candles for Timothy and still they will be here in my heart and head and the celebrations…

Wow... just ran across a story by another mom and it hit home.  My son had been my buddy for 3 years when he was little until his sister came along and then the past 2 years it was just him and I as his brother moved out to join the Army.  They all thought he was my favorite and in a way he is.. since we have so much in common we both love Kenny Chesney music and others and whenever Top Gun comes on he and I have to watch it.  They think the little sister is my favorite because she is the…

We didn't actually get graduation due to Timothy not passing a test on time. We got a call on Tuesday to say he passed he is now officially a E-3 Seaman and he will get liberty from 1600 to 2000.  So we made the 3 hour trip up to see him.  When I saw him standing in the parking lot I looked at him and thought "that kid looks like Jason (my cousin)" then my husband says "that looks like Jason" and then it hit me... THAT IS OUR SON!!!!  I was so excited!  I got out of the car and he ran across…