Today I have never been so Happy to see the Fed Ex Truck I even took a photo of it as it came up my Street haha!!!
I received My Kid in a Box today, I was releived to get it But as I opened it and saw his handwriting I broke out in tears, I miss My Son So Much... I am Hoping for the Form Letter soon so I can start the Planning for PIR and so I can start sending him letters
His Bedroom door is shut so I dont have to see the empty room every time I walk by, he has a pair of shoes still sitting by the front door and Beware if you even think of moving them haha "momma is not ready yet" His clothes I put back i the box that came today and it is sitting next to me .... maybe tomorrow I will be up to putting the things away inside
I feel his absence so much already in day to day life the little things that are left behind of him for now i cling too,
Now Mr Mailman Bring me That letter soon please :)