My boy left on November 15th.
His PIR date is January 20th..
I've been pretty okay.
Dealing with the fact that he isn't here.
That's not what gets me.. (Not yet, anyway.)
...what I'm scared of?
My boy is the most emotional, sensitive, loving (, amazing) that I have ever met, with the most goofy, idiotic personality. We've been dating for almost 3 years.
I'm just so fearful...
..I don't want BC to harden him, to make him into an ultimately different person, to cause him to never be the same ever again.
Others have told me not to worry, he'll still be that same boy that walked out the door November 15th, but it doesn't help me...I know they try their hardest to completely break them there, and...
..I just don't want him to lose that soft, warm nature he has about him..
...*She sighs*..it's really the only thing that upsets me, that thought. I can't stand it.
Anyone have any words of advice/support/anything for me?