I feel really supported - getting texts and other messages from others on this site (with similar experiences). I miss my SR so much! I got a little teary eyed on my way to work, but I am glad that my colleagues were all really understanding and asking about my bf. I also blog about my running so I did that today and it helped me keep focused on where I am today. With my running I never look at more then once month at a time, because if I look at my mileage as a whole it is really overwhelming, so I decided that I should apply that philosophy to this bootcamp experience. Just take one week at a time and get through each individual week. Then when I am least expecting it the time to see my best friend will be here.
I bought a notebook today so that I can write letters to by bf whenever I have something to say. I can't wait to get his address, but for now I will just keep them going. This is going to be a long road, but we will get there.