O I do not like this feeling at all, I knew that when My Son Enlisted that My Parental Rights and say so for him was being signed away, that when the time came that I could no longer call the shots with My Boy, and I am not good at not being in control of my life,,,, but what is that quote when you are making plans , god is busy making others or something like that ....
well yesterday my son got a call from his recruiter and his day to leave for BC has been bumped up to 9/26
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!! I was so angry at first this has to be wrong , how could they.... what about your family your plans Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!! then of course i became very sad as i had to cancel the trip we had planned with our son our last little trip before he left i was in tears as i canceled hotels and reservations and then It dawned on me the sooner he leaves means the sooner I will get to see him again and we are now 29 days away from when he leaves
so its go time I only have 29 days so I have to stay Focused, I need to make every day count with my Boy, I need to get things in order around the House and make sure he gets in as much time as he can with his family, so as much as i am devasted over this change I have to be strong and focused these days will go by fast no time to weap i will do plenty of that when he leaves I am sure
I am going to Focus on what I do have Control of and not what I dont
29 days left until my Boy is No Longer here